Aggravated.

I love I'm supposed to act like an adult and god forbid if something isn't quite right- but its alright for other people to act ridiculous. What are we five? Throwing something across the room isn't going to make things better, in fact it just shows off how ridiculous and childish your temper gets. Also, lets run into someone on purpose just to make a point. UGH. Seriously....


I cannot wait to move on campus next semester. August 5, 2011 can't get here soon enough.

On a different note:
Dad and I talked about how I want to move to the coast but that there aren't any schools that offer a MSW degree and I just feel like I am settling. I have already resigned myself to the fact I'm going to be an old cat lady, with a test tube sperm donated baby, no husband and not able to go where I want, which is everywhere and anywhere. Why can't I at least move somewhere nice and get my degree from a school that I want? I hate money. I hate the fact that it determines what I do. Today actually, I hate a lot of things. I guess you could say that I am aggravated to say the least. I am almost 21 years old (4 days) and I'm only 45 % satisfied with my life this far.... I'm getting a great education, I love my sorority sisters (my Big and Little are amazing), My family is supportive, but there is a part of me that feels like something is missing.

Why can't I figure it out?

Bid Day: Fall 2010, one of my best memories. My big and I couldn't talk all summer- She's in the picture above and on Bid Day, I met my little for the first time. =]
She has a hair of gold, and her eyes are blue and her cheeks are rosy too.
And on her chest she wears the crest of the X and the old Horseshoe,
She ran around with every frat in town, many hearts were broken when she turned them down,
She's the very best girl in the whole wide world, she's a Chi Omega girl.